wake up

The title should have been, stop being stupid or stop being an asshole or stop being a shitty person or stop pretending or so many other options and not that they would have been too offensive but they would have narrowed down the post objective.

This is like so personal as in the last period people made sure to step on my nerves or better said disappointed me. And yes I know that you need to lower your expectations so you don't get disappointed but if I lower the expectations for the society, for the people around me than I automatically lower them for me and this means that I will never ever grow beyond this point and that's a big NO.

COVID - conspiracy

Conspiracy? really, my question is so simple, to whose benefit?

5G 

We have an idiot in RO that started with a video of an old tree look-alike structure that is like 15 years old before we even had 3G, and he screams look people this is how they are hiding the 5G antennas, look what they are doing this is how they give us radiations and COVID, are you serious? I remember a few years ago when 4G appeared some stupid people tried a campaign like this and people were rejecting the antenna mounting on their blocks because of the radiation that was given them cancer. Pointless to say that they were so stupid that they didn't even bother to understand the umbrella concept of coverage but then again. I understood at that point that a greater purpose for a stupid campaign like this was to increase the price for which you were renting/selling the space towards mobile operators to place their antennas. Funny thing is that young people were not so involved in this shit because guys were so happy that they will be able to see faster the pictures that girls were taken of their ass and boobs and uploading on social media. Happy porn world everybody. Now at 5G a lot of people comment.

Wearing the mask

The same idiot as before has a campaign "take down the mask, raise your hearts" in which he claims that is his right not to wear a mask that he wants to be free to speak and love. The bad thing is that he is a public person and he should be more responsible around social issues and state-imposed rules and not to encourage people towards anarchy. 

Besides him are the idiots who think that that small metal piece that you have in your mask in order to take the shape of your noes is actually a chip to monitor you all around. I bet that the same idiots who believe this have their location turned on every time at their mobile phones, but hey that's ok. I even read on FB that an idiot removed the metal piece and replaced it with a piece of hooly rope so now he is not followed anymore and he is also protected by God. Can you believe that?

I don't even want to enter in the debate around the debate that they cannot breathe with their mask on, as I will only repeat the memes around this and maybe add some more ideas.

Ooooooo and cover your fucking nose also, unless is too big and doesn't fit and in this case, you are ugly as fuck and should wear a brown paper bag on your head just not to give us the rest nightmares.

When I posted about the first idiot that he is not ok and that we should stop making stupid people famous I got a huge amount of hate and lost a bunch of followers on Instagram. So when I am saying that they are many and when I will draw my conclusion later on you will understand why.

Distance

No dude, who needs distance? it's ok to lick my neck while we stay in line at the supermarket, it's ok to listen to my conversations while I am at a terrace, it's ok to have your sunbed next to mine - maybe we even cuddle later, it's ok in the club to step on my shoes, it's ok in the club for you to rub your hard dick off my ass or my girls' ass just because you saw a hottie on the other side of the bar. YES totally OK, I am the weird one. If we would have respected some common sense rules everything would still work as normal but no you want to be a bunch of uneducated idiots, that I am not gonna call monkeys because i would bring an offense to the monkeys.

Cover-up Child Trafficking

We are all social worried and responsible now but for my sick curiosity did you worry about this topic before now or are you just an easy prey to conspiracy theories. Because if you are serious about this stop promoting fake news and start taking actions. start promoting and supporting organizations that are actually doing something for these kids.

UNICEF just released a couple of days something very worrying: "An additional 6.7 million children under the age of five could suffer from wasting – and therefore become dangerously undernourished – in 2020 as a result of the socio-economic impact of the COVID-19 pandemic"

If people are so worried about this I would have been so happy to repost and support them because this is a serious matter "Every 30 seconds a child is trafficked either for sex, for slavery, or even organ harvesting"  when you are taking your information from credible sources which don't claim that pandemic doesn't exist. Yesterday I would have jumped from my bed if I saw at least one person posting that July 30 is officially World Day Against Trafficking in Persons. This shit is serious but looks for resources on credible resources and organizations that are actually doing something to help them. Support these organizations, really get involved. Serious organizations will not trow bullshit facts that COVID is an invention to distract people from these issues. No, no, no, one is not less important than the other, none should be ignored or taken lightly. Choose your fights, choose where you put your energy but don't minimize the other issues that are on this planet. 

https://www.unicef.org/

https://www.notforsalecampaign.org/

https://www.un.org/en/

Again came the second round of hate and unfollow unfriend when I dared to repost something in which it was said that no sooner than two weeks we will all know directly someone that has COVID 19. How dare I state the obvious?

Vaccination-Bill Gates

A few years ago a not so smart lady in RO started saying that we should no longer vaccinate our babies. Now people found one obscure insta and fb pages truncated segments from Bill Gates interview from a couple of years ago from which they are misled to understand that they shouldn't vaccinate as Bill himself will not do it. The conspiration goes deeper and they launched the virus so that they will launch a vaccine for it and we will all be so scared that we are going to take it but inside will be a hidden cheap thru which Bill will now our every move. Idiots, there is no need for that, you already share your location or if you have the iPhone I bet you never read the full terms and conditions thru which you literally agreed to share everything with them. Cool, you are so smart, I am amazed. And the top of Bill's conspiracy is that with those remote thermo scanners that they have at the entrance in supermarkets they actually remotely introduce a chip in you. Wow, like really wow, can you be more idiot than that? No chance, MAX level reached.

Here i would add one small stupid suggestion from my side: SEARCH and LOOK at the fool interview. Or if you are too lazy he promised that if you pay for all the windows versions that you stalled he will not control your mind with his chip, anyway he has nothing to control, ups.

Some time ago somebody told me that I am too vocal with my opinions and although I started controlling myself, this week was fucked up for me and still is somehow. And yes I am beyond outraged about what I see around me concerning this topic. Don't think even for one second that I respected all the rules but I tried my best and encouraged others to do so also.

Coming back to my week, well it was not so fun to wake up Monday morning with a phone call from your parents that a colleague of theirs has been tested positive. I cannot even put in words everything that I felt, scared doesn't even comprehend what was going on in my mind and heart. I did the responsible thing and announced all the persons that I got in contact with. Massive disappointment to see that although all of them were close ones to some of them this didn't mean anything and they didn't even bother to ask me how they feel, but then again it's my problem not theirs so I got over it fast enough. On Tuesday morning they took the test and I was already losing it mentally like really losing it. By night time I was starting to feel really bad reaching Wednesday afternoon with most of the symptoms. The only thing I was able to tell myself at that point was that this cannot be possible. On my way to the testing center while in my mind was an entire storm and I was so outraged I reposted that thing that we will all know somebody with COVID in the next 2 weeks. My mother called to tell me that their results came NEGATIVE, with her voice shaking, she was crying, she was relieved, the type of scare called close to death, that's how her voice sounded. I was such a fucking coward and I didn't have the courage to tell her that I was not feeling well and I was on my way to test myself. Just to understand my panic more, I am in one of the risk classes also. While waiting for my turn I again did the responsible thing and announced everybody that my parents' results came out negative but I am about to test myself as I don't feel too good experiencing a big part of the symptoms. Here maybe I managed to move a muscle or to but not enough from some of them to call me in the evening to see how I feel. The testing is awful they really go with those sticks deep like really deep :(. On my way back home checked my phone just to see the wave of hate because I dared to post what I posted and of course the unfriend, unfollow, and so on. I didn't sleep that night, scared so fucking scared, I just stayed in bed with all the noise in my head, I managed to close my eyes like for 5-10 minutes. The morning caught me somehow at peace, looked at my phone, and the result ... still not there. Disappointed by some of the messages I've found and that from some people i didn't find anything. One of my best friends called me to tell me that he checked and the result was negative. Again announced everybody. As I still didn't feel good I had a virtual consultation with my doctor and she told me that if I don't recover by Sunday I should call the ambulance and retake the test. Imagine getting a punch in the chest that simply takes your breath away, that's how I felt. Now I am at home and I feel a bit better but I am still scared. This shit is fucking real people. 

At the end of the day, I realized that if some of us will escape it for sure there is little to no hope for us as a race. We lack EMPATHY, we are SELFISH, most of us don't care about the others anymore, about the close ones, about the ones we say we love or we loved at a certain point.

We will die because of our ignorance, we will die because we are stupid, we will die because we think only about ourselves. A couple of months ago I was trying to explain to a few people that the economic crisis will be bad and their answer was that they don't care because they work for big multinational companies and they are ok, others told me that heir parents will help them. The level of ignorance cannot be put into words. In all these months both my parents almost lost their jobs, I am on limited time contract job till this autumn and trying to prepare myself and to find a new job I tried to use social media and asked for some help with my resume; from over 20 HR people that follow me and saw my insta story not even one offered to help. This the point where we are, so interested in what people are doing but not willing to lend a helping hand. It's funny how we close our box and think that nothing can touch us, it's funny how we don't pay attention to those we know, it's funny how we ignore the ones we don't know, we are a JOKE. If somebody close is happy we forgot how to be happy for them. If somebody is in love and we are not, we are no longer able to celebrate that love. If somebody is going thru a break-up we just keep silent or we advise directly to move on, we no longer want to analyze a bit and try to give a piece of advice that might save that relationship or might ease that heart. We are no longer willing to change for the ones around us, to become better in exchange we offer the stupid excuse this is who I am and people have to accept me this way. We no longer walk down the street and stop to listen to the music and toss a coin maybe, we just walk away. We no longer take a walk in the park and throw some bread crumbs at the birds, we prefer to drive around the city. The list is so long and so sad of things that we no longer do for the right reasons or we stopped doing them because it's not cool. We are so STUPID.

Do I still believe in humanity? maybe a bit because I know some people in which I saw empathy as this what defines us as humans but i really doubt it that a handful of people will be able to keep us all on the floating line away from becoming NOTHING.

Please, WAKE UP. Love, apologize, cry, laugh, scream, feel, be human.